What is the meaning when you first really fell in love with a boy then get angry with him?

I have a crush on a boy that also had a crush on me. I really, really love him...THAT TIME! We didnt talk for almost two years. When we became textmates, i told him the truth that i have a crush on him. And since then, he has no respect! Then i felt angriness! Grrrrrrr...... I told to myself, "I shouldnt do that one! It is worse than the time we didnt talk or communicate to each other! Is my decision (to tell him the truth) correct??? He gave me a ring saying 'AJAR' (means Alvin James Alyssa Rose), do i need to throw it??? The letters from him, do i need to burn it??? The text messages from him, do i need to erase it??? The stuff toy (with a ribbon saying 'I Love You') that he gave me, do i need to donate it to some unfortunate children??? To all those who read this, please...im begging...please answer all questions found in this question and details. I cannot make my decision without some tips from you! You can answer me privately in alyssa_rose_1088@yahoo.com